super model

So today as I sit here freezing I am thinking it would be my fantasy to be a super model.  In this fantasy I  would not have to worry about how to stay warm when I need to go running - because I would be skinny.  I would not have to consider what is for dinner because I would never eat.  And I would not have to reconcile my checkbook because I would have so much money it wouldn't matter.   But then reality hits and I realize that if I was a super model I wouldn't enjoy the awesome way I feel when I run for 90 minutes all by myself, I probably would never really enjoy the great taste of homemade chili on a cold night - and..... okay I have nothing for the money thing - it would be great to not have to balance a checkbook.   I am thankful for all that I have and really wouldn't want to be a super model - well maybe just for Oscar's Night.

Crafty

My friend Randi is a for real blogger - she actually works for martha stewart - come on!  martha stewart.  She does very crafty things and then writes about them and she is so good at the crafty things and then actually writing about them that martha stewart wanted her words.  So this makes her famous and for me that is why today in my fantasy life I am Randi - how does she do it?  She homeschools her kids, she has a clean house, she sews and creates and crafts and blogs for a Real site - who is this lady?  I think she really has a staff that we do not know of - I really think it is some sort of Canandian consperiacy to make americans feel less accomplished (Randi is Canandian -I am not making this up)  In reality Randi is an awesome person - and just manages to be more focused and organized than I could ever imagine.  So today, just for one day I will be Randi and be crafty.

Why

In my fantasy life I am an accomplished author that sits on the beach, listening to the ocean crash against the shore and writes awesome novels and someday an autobiography that everyone will read.  This of course is my fantasy life.  For now I sit at my kitchen table surrounded by breakfast dishes, listening to the sounds of my children playing the newest electronic game.  Not that I would trade one for the other (okay maybe I would) but remember this is about my fantasy life.  My friend Andi said I should blog - so this is me, in my day to day, trying to become that famous author - for now I have you reading what I think is enlightening, hopefully humorous and on a really good day encouraging - That is the Why - why I am spending time at my kitchen table surrounded by breakfast dishes.  Because in my fantasy world what I say matters.